Vignette: The Light Between Moments
"The Pulse of Maybe", Dancing on the threshold of decision
In the hour when dawn holds its breath, she stands motionless in a corridor of light.
The world has turned itself blue—that particular shade of blue that exists only in the space between night and morning, when reality grows thin enough to see through.
Her dark robe catches shadows like memories, each fold a story written in fabric and stillness.
The light falls around her in clean vertical lines, mathematical in their precision but organic in their glow.
They could be bars of a cage or strings of a celestial instrument—the difference depends only on how you choose to see them.
Through her mind flows an ancient verse, each line pulsing with the rhythm of her slowing heartbeat:
I exhale the dream that fades in my glass eyes of insomnia The foam of consciousness dissipates with the calm of dawn Time's gag closes slowly, inexorable, unequivocal And you look at me with the depth of human history And I look at you with sanity tarnished, lost and beaten by doubt Am I the one who writes? Or is it the other? Is the lie of the past the discontinuous bond of the polar aurora? Are you, cursed one, the one who marks the path of mercy? Is your perfume the creative poison that moves the threads of life?
Behind her closed eyes, exhaustion has become a living thing. It moves through her blood like smoke, turning each thought into something strange and new.
Three days without sleep have worn away the sharp edges of the world, leaving everything soft and possible.
The barrier between what is real and what is dreamed has grown as thin as rice paper, as permeable as morning mist.
Her fingertips tingle with phantom sensations: the rough bark of a tree she climbed in childhood, the smooth coolness of a seashell held years ago, the warmth of a hand that may never have touched hers.
Time has become fluid, memories floating up through layers of consciousness like bubbles in deep water.
The air changes texture against her skin. It feels thicker now, charged with potential, as if the space around her has become saturated with accumulated light.
Each breath draws in more than just air—she inhales fragments of stories, whispers of might-have-beens, echoes of moments yet to come:
A teacup falling in slow motion.
The sound of breaking yet to reach her ears.
A letter being opened in another country, words spilling out like birds.
A child's first steps on grass still wet with tomorrow's dew.
The last notes of a song that hasn't been written.
The weight of sleeplessness settles in her bones like silver sand, each grain a tiny mirror reflecting a different version of herself.
Who is she in this moment? The observer or the observed?
The dreamer or the dream? Perhaps she is both, or neither, or something entirely new being born in the space between definitions.
Her consciousness expands outward like ripples in still water.
The boundaries of her SELF grow less certain with each breath.
The light around her seems to pulse now, matching a rhythm she feels but cannot name.
It reminds her of something she's forgotten, or perhaps something she has yet to remember.
In this suspended moment, she becomes aware of a choice approaching.
It forms in the air like frost on a window, crystalline and intricate.
She can feel its weight building, though she doesn't yet know its shape.
Will she step forward into revelation or backward into mystery? Will she open her eyes to the familiar world or keep them closed and follow this strange blue light to its source?
The moment stretches out like a note held past its natural end.
The air grows heavy with possibility.
Something is about to change—but what that change might be remains as fluid as the light that paints her in shades of dawn and twilight, as open-ended as the space between sleeping and waking.
She parts her lips, perhaps to speak, perhaps to sigh, perhaps to taste the charged air around her.
The blue light pulses once more, a cosmic heartbeat, a question without words...
A beautiful meditation..